Again, really!

I wonder if this is going to become more of a daily thing for me. It is nice to come on here and share my thoughts (just for now to myself). And not telling people I am pregnant is becoming more of a struggle. Not because I want to tell people but because I have been so sick. And I am afraid I will get sick when I am away from home. Then have to tell people that I don't have the flu.

It seems getting sick is becoming a daily ritual. I even lay in bed as long as I could thins morning because I knew if I got up I would end up getting sick. Sure enough. I was able to hold it off for about 5 min. But it did come. With a bit of relief. Then we had a yummy breakfast.


Yesterday the boys had left and it was lunch time and I was the only one who hadn't eaten since breakfast. I was STARVING! The little girl stayed home with me. I was looking through the cupboards for something that looked good (I am still having food aversions). I was feeling like my collar was pushing on my neck and that seems to be a sensitive area for me lately. So I went to move my collar (which was not even touching my neck) and I bumped my throat with my hand in just the right way that I had to run to the bathroom. Well, since the kids don't know the news yet I was not sure what I was going to tell the girl. She asked through the door if I was throwing up. I said yes. Then she asked if it was because I hadn't eaten anything. I said probably. So while I was in there she poured me a bowl of cereal. It was so sweet!! And I gladly ate it. I t was what I was thinking about getting anyway. LOVE that kid of mine. I hope she gets a little sister like she wants!!